Why do the ones we usually write about or mention in our blogs don’t read what we write? Yet, the ones we’re trying to eliminate are always following us?
This is my 3rd draft on writing about my dream reader, I was coming of a story combining my past as an avid reader and constant follower of my lover’s blog with my dream reader but it did not work out so I’m going now to write for the one I wish he reads my blogs. Here we go:
You go to bed by the time I get up in the morning. This big time difference between us makes me frustrated and you must know that. Every day, I lose approximately seven hours waiting for you to wake up and text me good morning. I am always thinking about you until you wake up, sometimes you don’t text me and I don’t text you because I still don’t know how you feel and whether or not you like to talk in the early morning. I don’t like to disturb you but you have to know that I’m always thinking about you, even when I’m not.
I’d like you to know that I’m so much interested in you and the reason is you. We met unexpectedly and I never thought I’d be thinking about life with you one day. It was merely a joke that’s becoming a reality. I disappear sometimes just so you miss me. Well, you do but you don’t either don’t like to show that or you’re over such love stories and want the real thing.
I know you are honest with me and never hid anything or misled me but sometimes I want you to talk more about yourself, to tell me what’s going on in your mind and what you think of me without me asking you. I want you to push forward with me so maybe we can live under the same roof one day and build the life we both are looking forward to.
My mobile phone is deliberately turned off today, I want to see if you’ll miss me or not.
I’d like you to know that I’m lonely and you know why. I’d like you to know that to making the decision to be with you is going to be one of the toughest decision I’ll ever have to make and you know why. I am investing in a relationship, in a warm heart, so please don’t disappoint me. And if you can’t take this anymore, tell me, I can handle it and we can remain friends for good.
Hugs n kisses, love!