(207) – I Can Not Change!


I cannot change

Every time I say I will change

something happens and I’m back to square one

every time I say I will begin

I will have a principle 

I’m weakened again

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I sober up when I’m not fucked up

judge myself and get unstuck 

Back again, sin again

Like I’m talking to an insane 

Can’t stop, can’t complain

I’m wrong, I’m weak but here I am all over again

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Everyday comes and goes

leaving me way too close

I say tomorrow I will change

tomorrow comes, I take it back and desperately lose

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Oh, It’s been so long

sleepless, helpless, fake and remorse 

Still I believe things could get worse

yes, that’s of course 

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I sober up when I’m not fucked up

judge myself and get unstuck 

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Back again, sin again

Like I’m talking to an insane 

I truly regret my time

but I will never remain where I am

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