According to my latest decision on writing, I just wanna write on, nothing’s going to make sense, just trivial words to practice writing.
Well, I’m three posts behind but I just cannot find anything to write about. Actually, I do get many ideas during the day but just not in a mood to give it more thinking and save it up till I go back home in the evening and start writing.
Too many things are going on; trying to get a job, planning to start my French courses, trying to be committed to the 5 daily prayings, trying to finish the book I’ve been reading in for a month now… too many attempts to do better things but in all honesty, I’m just not moving or taking the initiative to change the current situation.
Every day, I just get up late, spend many hours on the internet doing every useless thing, have three or four meals during the day, hang out with friends, discuss silly subjects, stay up till the next day and so on… is this how the holidays should be spent? I don’t think so..