“The best revenge is a massive success” — Frank Sinatra —
I’ve heard this little quote a few days ago; I still cannot stop thinking about it. It’s very easy to be understood but way harder to be applied or achieved. I’ve shared it with my best m friend but didn’t get the wanted response because something I didn’t choose has happened and now I have to bear it, unwillingly.
Revenge, as most of us think, is related to blood and hatred but it’s not; revenge is to beat the hell out of bitterness and prove to every single person you ever met that you can do it and you are a legend. From a personal perspective, I see the ultimate revenge is the one you had to suffer from without taking any benefits or advantages of its causes. I mean the one we didn’t choose but had to suffer from and endure the consequence results of it.
I, didn’t choose to be who I am; a very loyal and honest guy who can love one person at a time but give all I’ve got from money, power and love. It doesn’t mean I regret my character or my destiny but in my case, I usually end up with pain and loneliness because I had other plans and they’ve fallen through. As a result, more and more dedication to success take place in my life with the least potentials ever which is my prize for who I meant to be. It sounds fair enough, doesn’t it? God giveth and God taketh but a scar will still exist and a weak spot it becomes.
I was gifted some kind of a disability; it’s very personal and cannot be shared with people who know me on a personal level, at least as long as it’s unconquered. However, realizing this ugly truth left me in a place to make the decision of my life; should I take it as a motive, a challenge or let it screw all my life long? Huh, I’d guess you know my decision. I’ve made the right but the difficult, harsh and severe one. It’s become a lifestyle by which I can live peacefully with, a truth that cannot be denied and a limit that only aims to impede me and assures a constant fear. Well, it’s damn challenging. No matter how much you talk it over, it is still awakened with lots of warnings every once in a while.
This isn’t my decision; God sent it my way and obliged me to live with it! Destiny was already written before I was born but miracles still happen. I want to take revenge for my tears and dignity. I am going to tell the entire world I did it; I won my battle without bloodshed but with faith and love.