“Be careful what you wish for, you’ll get it with a bit more” — Anonymous —
We all know that if we believe in something, it’ll become true and real. It’s even of the secrets of this world that we read about in spiritual books and articles. I am one of those who are stubborn enough when it comes to my dreams, I try over and over again using different ways to get what I want and to be honest, it usually happens to be right.
Besides, imaginations have no limits, we dream unconditionally and by time, many of these dreams become ambitions and here comes the problem. Not every dream is worth it, not every dream should be chased and got done because we have borders and red lines.
Religion is usually this red line; too many enjoyable things on this planet, if we were to try them all, we’ll end up in the wrong place for sure. As I mentioned before, God owes me much, I can’t just leave his rules and terms behind only to please myself and lead a lifestyle that’ll drive me insane sooner or later. Even though, it’s always easier said than done, every day we promise God to work on and alter our behavior, yet we suddenly forget and sink in our needs and wants.
Lately, I’ve been trying to many new forbidden things, I’ve been talking to people who have no limits or red lines in their lives, they live for the sake of living and could care less about the Apocalypse. I admit it’s such an enjoying experience to only please yourself. I have told my new friends about my wishes many times, they’re offering help and really trying with me. Day after day, I feel it’s getting closer, I mean my wish, and if it happens, then it’d be the end of my life because it’s simply against God’s path. It’d devastate my whole future or at least for a few years.
I just cannot stop wishing the wrong thing, I really need my wished to be real but they are all wrong, they’re some kind of a need and you all know that we cannot live without a need no matter how silly it is. I am really scared and afraid from my wishes although they seem to be very funny and fulfilling.
It’s 2.30 a.m. I’m trying very hard to resist and just stop; I’m barely sticking to God’s path. Remember, a human being is merely midpoint between animals and angels, join your needs and you’re no longer a human; commit to a higher path and live a fulfilling and satisfying life.